oh dear

i haven't written in this for ages. and i've been thinking about how necessary it is for all of my thoughts to be recorded.

right now i'm coming down from being high.

today i slept until 2, then i putzed around and didn't do shit until 4, when i left the house to go to Negashi's house. i was bored, so i helped Negashi make flyers for his upcoming show with Old King Cole Younger and Eli Porter.

We got high and then went out to grab some Adderall from a girl that Negashi works with.

I'm not too high now and I'm stuffed full of quesadilla and cookies n cream ice cream and listening to Refused. I am afraid I'm going to die at Coachella when I see them, but it's going to be so fucking awesome.

This Thursday is my birthday and all I'm asking for is some funds to help with this trip out to California.

This Saturday I'm going to be playing synthesizer for Adam Stroupe (SIDS) for his band Death Domain.